Though i know that even if one day she come back to me.The feelings will not be the same as before,cause a crack had already appear.I don't know when will i be able to walk out of this vicious cycle,a cycle that is eating my heart bit by bit .

          I tried to walk out but i just can't do it.I had been asking myself lately what make me love her so deep!What make her to leave me so cruelly!Is there really no turning back anymore?..

         Is there anyone there that could heal my heart,it bleeding profusely ever since the day she left.I am practically wasting my life away,timing is not stopping for me though.If i can choose again,i will still choose to love her so deeply even if the outcome will be the same.Right now i am pratically living in memories,memories that once had her in it!My life is just like a dream that i could never wake up from.
           
            I will love you Regardless of what you choose and doCause for me you are worth all my efforts and love..
                                  When we two parted
                                  In silence and tears,
                                  Half broken-hearted,
                                    To sever for years,
                          Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
                                    Colder thy kiss;
                              Truly that hour foretold
                                       Sorrow to this.