Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Birthday??still so boring...n lonely...

        birthday??so wad -_- still need to tuition.....i am happy tat could get bday wishing from u by sms..i am really appreciate it ...but...my birthday wish was hope tat u could back to my side..i don think it is possible...but i really hope so..wonder did u saw this blog?...if got chance i would ask u..will u forgive me n back to my side?..but i got no the courage to ask so...the answer might be a mystery forever...

Song Title: 祝我生日快乐
Wish Me A Happy Birthday

Artist: 温岚
Landy Wen


我知道伤心不能改变什么
I know that sadness will not be able to change anything

那么让我诚实一点
If that's the case, then let me be honest a little bit

诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
To be honest that's it's difficult to avoid an unruly betrayal 

只有关上了门不必理谁
I can only close the door and ignore the world

一个人坐在空的包厢里面
Sitting alone inside this empty space

手机让它休息一夜
Let the cellphone rest for a night

难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
[So] Difficult, [I feel like] cutting off all the frames of memory

眼泪不能流过十二点
These tears can no longer shed past Midnight

生日快乐 我对自己说 
Happy birthday, I said to myself

□烛点了
[As] The candles are blown 

寂寞亮了
Loneliness lit up

生日快乐
Happy birthday

泪也融了
Tears are melted away

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
I want to thank for all that you gave and took away

还爱你带一点恨
Having to love you still, carries a little scar

还要时间
Only time

才能平衡
Can heal the wound

热恋伤痕
Passionate love leaves painful traces

画面重生
As the picture replay

祝我生日快乐
Wish me a happy birthday

Friday, March 20, 2009

Boringggg!!!!!!!!!

              its the 5th day of the holiday..its ending soon..but everything juz same...so freaking boring...all the thing keep repeat n repeating...Somehow i feel wanna chat with her but i dont dare to call her or even sms her ..i keep waiting at msn for her to on9 but she nvr on even from the 1st day of holiday..did she chged email?or blocked me from msn...izit after breaking cant b fren anymore?or she doesnt want me to hurt her once again?maybe this question will not hav any answer forever..
Where n when can i find my Solace?
Awaiting a dream that might never come true....
A wish that might never be fulfill,
Too many negative thoughts,
Too many craps to think n to ponder off,
Life is never going to be complete!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Feeling down...

           Thinking of the pass..we alway argue at some small matter thing.....now all come to an end...it wont happen anymore...maybe till love fades only i will understand to value every wonderful scenery but she has already left....Wonder if this a good decision...maybe we break would be better for both of us...
                          失去的恋爱难以勉强,忘掉一切,听着情歌总能满足一秒遐想...

愛不疚 

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

Hiding within my vision, always lingering beside, can guess love is not present
After happily playing & laughing, and be able to totally retreat; as long as you are happy it’s enough.

This kind of feeling is too loving & warm; to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.
What if you were to hear it and afterwards leave
This kind of love is too rare, doesn’t need to completely possess
Giving approval, give (my) blessing wholeheartedly, then let go.

Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
Let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend
It’s already, already enough.

From a distance, in the background of “universal silence”, just observing is enough.

This kind of feeling is too loving & warm; to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.
Even though there was an instant, on impulse where I wanted to hold your hand
This kind of love is too rare, doesn’t need to completely possess
Even with heaviness of heart, (it’s best) to let go.

Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
Let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend
It’s already, already enough.

Let go, my memories (of you) cannot find an ending
Let go ! Wish you will have happiness & everything.
Maybe, love is very deep, but I have already seen it through
Can only possess when (you) let go.


Monday, March 9, 2009

旧事重演

       It passed so long tat i nvr post anything here le..i thought the latest post would b my last post cuz we were back together ...But now ..everything happen again..we were break once again..even the time we back together was short..but it really unforgetable...feel totally down now...donno how am i gonna continue writing............