Friday, December 21, 2012

It's been some time since the last update. Life still the same as usual. Every day, months, years past by yet nothing much has changed.

Today 21st Dec 2012 rumors all around the net saying that today will be the end of the world. Those who belive it will be worry about anything that might happen anytime in this day. As for me, I have nothing to worry about. Although there are many things that I wanted to do yet it's impossible to achieve in my life. If it's the fate what we have to go through, there's no way to escape from. We will just have to learn to accept it.

Can't be deny that I'm still miss-ing you time to time. It's totally beyond my control. If someone ask me do I really love you this much, yes I do! There isn't any reason that I can explain about these feelings. Some people might think that it's just a "puppy-love" and some might even think that I couldn't let go just because I my self want to deny the truth that I'm just a loser in this relationship.

Whatever it is, I don't really mind about others opinion or "criticize". I know what am I doing and I will never regret of what I has done. What's done is done. Even though today might be the doomsday, all I wanna do is just to let you know that knowing you is the best gift from god. The moments we used to spent together are the most precious and happiest things in my life. I never been and will never ever regret of knowing you.

There was once a sincere love that I did not cherish. Nothing is more painful than the feeling of regret only when it is gone... If I'm given a second chance to start everything all over again, I'll love you still. If theres must be a deadline for this relationship, I hope that it will be my entire life.. Love you with all of my heart, until my dying day...

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Monday, July 23, 2012

It's been so long yet nothing much has changed... People changed, people leaved; and heart is broken but life still goes on.

I couldn't tell why am I still loving you but the only thing I can say is that You are the reason why I couldn't love anyone else...

When dreams have no end; forever, is never.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

i never stopped loving you i just stopped showing it...

Saturday, January 14, 2012


Behind my smile
is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh,
I'm falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see,
The person I'm ..isn't me...