Today..she throw all the thing tat i had given to her back to me..saying that she cant deserve it..i know what does she mean..she juz don wanna think abt me or even receive anything from me..I wonder why she cant take it as a gift from a friend?or even a normal friend ? Izit break up le cant b friend anymore?...
If this relationship really so easy to forget..i wouldn't had written this blog..She always on my mind,up till now no one can replace her .Even till the day i die i think to me she the only girl tat truly touch my heart and the one that truly breaks my heart.
This is just all a mistake!!
My heart remain untouch!! And the so call relationship from start is a false mistake !!
Never really go ahead for both side!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Tuesday , November 18, 2008
Quite sometime nvr update this blog le...I am really in the stat of speechless now...I dare to say i commit 100% love to her.I remember the promise that i cannot full fill to her is that i promise that i never let her shed a tear for me,but i fail in that i make her cried many times.
I know sorry ain't the hardest word to say and why be sorry when u keep hurting her.Letting go is the only thing that i think i cant do....she really mean so much to me.Much more then i expected in the past,much more than she ever feels or knows.
Not that i don't have chance to love again but.....Maybe for her i am willingly to forsake all....She will never be seprate with me in my memories,no matter how hard i try to forget.She always deep in me,till my last breathe...Many of my friends find me foolish,but i think it all worthwhile.Cause she the only gal that can make me love so hard ever again.
I love her..Miss her..As much as i did,first time when we started to love.I hope deep in her one day,her love for me will appear once again no matter what happen to her all this period we part.I am always waiting for her ..now and alway...
I know sorry ain't the hardest word to say and why be sorry when u keep hurting her.Letting go is the only thing that i think i cant do....she really mean so much to me.Much more then i expected in the past,much more than she ever feels or knows.
Not that i don't have chance to love again but.....Maybe for her i am willingly to forsake all....She will never be seprate with me in my memories,no matter how hard i try to forget.She always deep in me,till my last breathe...Many of my friends find me foolish,but i think it all worthwhile.Cause she the only gal that can make me love so hard ever again.
I love her..Miss her..As much as i did,first time when we started to love.I hope deep in her one day,her love for me will appear once again no matter what happen to her all this period we part.I am always waiting for her ..now and alway...
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Tuesday , November 04,2008
I don't know what is wrong with me,as i am writing this post.....My tears shed uncontrobally.I never know i can love and miss a person so much.Much more then i ever know,although i know it only right that i should walk past it.But i can't,i just can't do it
I am feeling very miserable,i lost control of myself once again.I don't know what i can do or what i should do.
It only right that she should find someone that she think that she can depend on,and find her true love.I can only say that the one is not me,i disappoint her too much.I might not be the only that she can depend on but i would like her to know that i might be the person that is truly commited to her.
I don't know how much longer i can hold on,seriously no people know how i feel now.And i don't know who i can talk to that truly understand me.The pain is much more then i can bear,more then i can handle.I miss you so much ....i miss everything of you .To me you the most wonderful person that i had ever spent my times with.
I am feeling very miserable,i lost control of myself once again.I don't know what i can do or what i should do.
It only right that she should find someone that she think that she can depend on,and find her true love.I can only say that the one is not me,i disappoint her too much.I might not be the only that she can depend on but i would like her to know that i might be the person that is truly commited to her.
I don't know how much longer i can hold on,seriously no people know how i feel now.And i don't know who i can talk to that truly understand me.The pain is much more then i can bear,more then i can handle.I miss you so much ....i miss everything of you .To me you the most wonderful person that i had ever spent my times with.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Though i know that even if one day she come back to me.The feelings will not be the same as before,cause a crack had already appear.I don't know when will i be able to walk out of this vicious cycle,a cycle that is eating my heart bit by bit .
I tried to walk out but i just can't do it.I had been asking myself lately what make me love her so deep!What make her to leave me so cruelly!Is there really no turning back anymore?..
Is there anyone there that could heal my heart,it bleeding profusely ever since the day she left.I am practically wasting my life away,timing is not stopping for me though.If i can choose again,i will still choose to love her so deeply even if the outcome will be the same.Right now i am pratically living in memories,memories that once had her in it!My life is just like a dream that i could never wake up from.
I will love you Regardless of what you choose and doCause for me you are worth all my efforts and love..
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
I tried to walk out but i just can't do it.I had been asking myself lately what make me love her so deep!What make her to leave me so cruelly!Is there really no turning back anymore?..
Is there anyone there that could heal my heart,it bleeding profusely ever since the day she left.I am practically wasting my life away,timing is not stopping for me though.If i can choose again,i will still choose to love her so deeply even if the outcome will be the same.Right now i am pratically living in memories,memories that once had her in it!My life is just like a dream that i could never wake up from.
I will love you Regardless of what you choose and doCause for me you are worth all my efforts and love..
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
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