Miss Her Terribly.....

When i saw my friends with their love one happily, i am jealous and envious of them(Am i a loser to be jealous?)....I hope all of them can last long and happily.... but when i see they are so sweet together,my heart just sink... How i wish i could be like them...
Can she really forget how we past every single moment together?Can she really forget this relationship?The answer might be a mysterious foreva....

moody...

I miss the days past..

I miss everything that i once had

I feel pain for losing everything

I feel so lonely

I feel so sad

3 month past..

My eyes are hurting cause i can’t see you,
my lips are cold cause i can’t kiss you,
my arms are empty cause i can’t hold you,

and my heart is breaking cause I am not with you!

Holidays ..aka boring days....

HOLIDAY!!...2 weeks of holiday..its juz seem to be the same for me..Most of the time just stay at home..doing ntg...Sitting infront of the com..let me think abt alot of the past..Those wonderful n happy time that past with u...

Right now,i got the same feeling i have when u leave me...feel so empty within me...What's wrong with me?..Wonder why i so sad,I feel so lost.... i need comfort, i need love & also attention from u...

Maybe ever since the day u leave me, i am afraid to be alone...Even though i know love cant be force,but i really cant help it at time...How i wish i can have have someone to share my joy & sorrow..but will i be able to find someone after u?...I will forget u in my life even though i might not be able to be with u....i will nvr forget every moment u spent ur time with me....