Time passed so fast..It's Christmas again..But I'm still can feel the way I used to feel... Sitting in front of the com , reading the older post ... Make me review alot about the past, the memories , the time that we used to spent together ..

Still remember .. the Christmas that we past together in happy ville..It's really fun & unforgettable .. Memories of you , keep appearing in my mind ..I remember all the memories we used to share..

Since the day we broke up , u changed a lot ... The distance between us seem to be further n further..I don't think there's any turning back between both of us .. Even there's a miracle , It will not be the same as the past because there's a crack or an invisible wall between us...

As someone said I'm stupid because no matter what i did or how i feel , nothing gonna change.. Maybe It's true but even though i know its kindda impossible for us to back together .. but I'm still missing u badly ..

Sorry for making u all to read such "long" post that i ever post .. To all my blog readers , stalker , passerby , I might not update this blog for a long time or this might be my last post .. Having SPM next year.. I have to concentrate on my study & stop thinking about other things ..

Lastly , I wanna tell u that .. nothing gonna change my love for u even u are not with me.. & i will b always missing u as i used to be ..

When I look back & think of the past, memories of you make me pain again. I remember all the moments that we used to share. I had given "all" my heart to you..But the relationship are as the sand holding on the hands, I just cant hold or let it go ...

So many things that i wanna say to you..I ain't got many friends left to talk to.. No one's around when I'm in trouble.. I'd do anything for you just for you to come back..

Something in my mind that's not making sense since I'm all alone since the day you left..You make me miss the past & i really want you to come back ...