BORING & LONELY holiday...Last time,I never thought that u are no longer with me..When i'm lonely, u' re not with me...I had tried many times to forget about u..But i really cant..No matter how much i miss u, nothing can change the fact that u had already left me.

I know at times u read my blog..I did know that u still have some feel on me..Even though we both had accepted the reason of seperating..But do u know how sad i feel?...

I miss the old days..I miss everything that i once had..I feel the pain for losing everything..I feel so empty...I feel so lonely...

I've forgotten how it started,maybe it was when I had some feelings for you& I suddenly discovered within myself that i falling deeply in love with u..Whether right or wrong, it's not my choice to make....

I'm incapable of not loving u nor missing u...I'm not willing to ever lose u...There's no way to be any happier,as long as we can't be together....Duration cant determine how much a person love someone...But it can really prove how important you're to me and how much i love u...

Not regretting falling in love with u...I miss you, I'll always be with u...Missing u..I'll never give up, the right to love you...

Got a question..keep struggling me...really don't know what to do..Even though i know i shouldn't be like that...Wonder when only will u think of me..will u miss me as much as i miss u..or just that i think too much..

Even i cant accept my failure,but i understand that thing will not always be the way we want it to be..even i don't accept my fate but i still have to...that the way thing is & nothing else i can do...