It's been about 8 months since u left me, but i don't feel any different....I miss you so badly.I try hard to keep calm, to speak out, but in the end I'm totally defeated..The drops deep in my heart are such gentle torture, I can't stop to think about u everyday even when i close my eyes i could see u.

I miss u with an incessant burning, almost all the remaining of me are ash..You are all that i want , u are all that i need ,can't u see that my pain is so real.. When i think of u, I really don't know what can i do...

爱一个人是痛苦的，
等待一个人是无奈的;
疼一个人是心碎的，
期待一个人是崩溃的;
爱一个不爱你的人，
是筋皮力尽的;
等待一个不爱你的人，
是望眼欲穿的;
疼一个不疼你的人，
是肝肠寸断的;
期待一个不回头的人，
是...无可奈何的;
忘记一个你爱过的人，
是...不可能的.......

Three weeks of exam finally ended, everything back to normal..As always, being lonely feel so empty within my self... Memorizing the past is the only thing i can do..

I hate weekends!! In the past i always look forward for it because i get to be with her.But now weekends is just dreadful, I'm left all alone......