Long time never update d. But its just seem to be nothing change after such a long time never blog .I really wonder why , why couldn't I just let go..No words i write can ever say how much i miss you every single day..

Since the day you left, I wish i was dreaming but its real when i open up my eye..I still feel the pain for losing everything,why should I endure for this ending?

As time goes by,the loneliness grows ..You're always with me in my heart .Wonder what's your heart really thinking about? Do you still think of me? Do you dream of me every night as i always do?

Days after days , I'm still missing every single moment that we used to spent together .I even miss the arguments that we would have from time to time. Now, there's nothing left but just memories ..

I think that I will never love again. All I want is just being with you. I would sacrifice anything just for you. I'm always here if you need me. For now, the only thing I can do is guarding you even that I'm not together with you..