Everything not going well...Having fever for 3 days d...I did ate the medicine from doctor but..even though the fever gone but it only last for about 3~4hrs n i have to eat the medicine again to cool down my body temperature...Went for the doctor twice in 3 days,she also cant say exactly what happening and just said that some kind of "virus infection"..

Wonder if anything will happen to me?If i did get some kind of "disease" that cant be cure..what will happen to me?...Really dont wanna and dont dare to think about it...I really hope that i can get a message or wadever from her..but i know it wouldn't happen because i never gonna tell her about what happening to me...

In the past at least we can share the problems together..But now just seem like ignoring and totally silence...I REALLY HATE IT!!!....

如果我變成回憶If I Become a Memory(TANK)

I wonder could it be..when I was thinking about u & u were thinking of me.. suffering is stupid after all of this time....Did I lose my love to someone better? Does he love u like I do?...Been lonely since the day u went away...For me there's only u ,Why I never know what I've got till it's gone...

I wonder...did u realise how I feel...I wonder how long will I keep thinking about u..It take a moment to fall in love but it take a lifetime to forget about it.Maybe i am just not suitable for any serious kind of relationship....Everything had changed..really hope that i could reverse back the time & still be the same as in the past...