Monday, October 27, 2008

Monday , 27 October , 2008

               laz nite cant slp..i feel asleep around 6 or 7...then early morning 8 am let a little kid that stay at my hse permentely wake me up... then cant slp anymore...
            I don't know what to say or what to think.When i saw my frens happily with their love one i am jealous and envy them.I hope all of them can be togehter happily but when i see them so sweet together,my heart just sink.
               How i wish i could be like them if there is more tolerance and understanding between us things will not be this way.I must admit that i did not handle thing properly..If i had not been so cold and inconsiderate i think we will not end up this way.After she left me i just try to forget everything and focus on my study.
               I will never get use to not having her by my side and i still hope that in the deepest part of her heart one day will tell her to come back to me.Can she really forget how we pull through togather when we work thing out togather.Can she really forget this relationship?I hope i will get an answer one day,i love her too too much..

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